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01 September 2013 @ 05:35 pm
My life in these days is strange, I don't know what to do with my life, and I know what I don't want to be.
21 years old and I'm already regretting many things I never do in the past years while I would be a different person now...
It's difficult to grow up, I'm not a kid anymore.

"Having a low opinion of yourself is not modesty. It's self-destruction." (Bobby Sommer)
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29 September 2012 @ 08:31 pm
Another night of nightmares... I can't sleep well and I'm feeling so tired... Since next week again at work, I hope I will gain my full strength! And since November I will start my Japanese class again! <3
Current Music: 嵐 – 言葉より大切なもの
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16 March 2012 @ 07:04 pm
I`m in Japan since 6 days, now I`m in Osaka but yesterday I was still in Tokyo. >< Honestly I miss Tokyo, I can`t wait to comeback there. XD Nothing of important to say, but I wanted only make you know that I`m ok and happy to be here, my dream after all these long years has become true.
PS: the GazettE live was great and I was in first line! but it was a standing live and sadly after half of concert I was feeling bad and I called a staff member to took me away, so for the other half I see the live far away respect my first line. ><
See you soon~
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18 February 2012 @ 11:18 pm

Some time has passed since my last post, I'm sorry, but in this span of time nothing has happened, except that my family has adopted another dog (yes, another one, so they amount 2 now).
Further, now I'm 20 and, by Japanese tradition, I entered the adult stage of life.
Well, concerning Japan, I will leave to Japan in March (8 march to 29 march) with a friend; this will be my first travel to Japan, and I hope everything will be alright.
In my staying there, I'll watch to the GazettE's 10th anniversary live, it will be my first live of them. <3
I'm still choosing my life path, I'm at one frozen point and I can’t make my own decisions now; I hope after this journey I'll have the clear head about what I'm gonna do with my life.
I'm really at the adult stage but I can’t decide, while my parents are insisting on.
We'll see.

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22 September 2011 @ 10:05 pm

Today, this year's last japanese test.
Yesterday I said with fallensublimity on twitter how much katakana alphabet is uselles, but in the end they are always in the exam paper, as today. XD
The "funny" thing of today's test it's the fact that there was a raven out of the window; this raven had kept on croaking for all the 3 hours of exam, making me laugh.
So, 'til now pause for one year, then we'll see how things will work, after my future trip in Japan.
From next week I'll start to work in a favor's shop, and all I can say is: me, in a favor's shop. LOL XD
I'll tell you how things will be.

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11 September 2011 @ 07:42 pm
Sorry for the long silence, I'm still alive; summer, as usual, was a long road of thoughts and losting in the past...
Maybe in January I will leave for Japan (finally), to study japanese, so, for this reason, I'm gonna leave university for some months: I wanna make a direct experience there, also because I need a change of air.
And I hope everything will be alright, just because 'I'm lucky my travel are always with trouble'...
I will start some part-time job soon, and I will also help my parents with their shop.
Let's see how it will be...
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26 June 2011 @ 04:57 pm
쉬울것만 같았죠..아주 잊혀지는거
그깟 그리움쯤은 쉽게 무뎌질줄 알았죠
나도 날 잘 몰라요
하루에도 몇 번씩 맘 변해서.....

한없이 미워하다 별 수 없이 그댈 찾고 마니까
사랑한거죠..... 그래서 이렇게 아픈거죠
또 거울 앞에 앉아 우네요 바보같이 그대 이름 부르며
너무 슬픈 일인걸 잘 알지만 어느새 습관이 되버린걸요
날 더 사랑하지 않는다해도 그댄 내게 전부죠

괜찮다는 말..... 그댈 다 잊을수 있다는 말
다른 사람 사랑할거란 말.....
매일 습관처럼 되뇌이지만.

My state right now.
Usual thoughts and some hateful comment about me by some my relatives. 
Nothing more to say.